The flux of truth

I am baffled again at the neverending struggle of overcoming this binding. Suddenly I feel like God releases me for short periods of time to learn valuable lessons and then releases me back into the wild.

I just don't get it.

I truly pray that I can overcome this obstacle, and also pray it is not as I said. I must recommit myself to my focus, my course, my life in his hands.

To always walk from every fight and allow God to defeat my enemies.

May it be so. Amen.